I always Forget....

WHY DO I ALWAYS FORGET IMPORTANT THINGS AT THE DOCTOR?!?  It's not like I don't go over it time and again - twice with the nurse and twice with the doctor.  Because they can't listen AND take notes.    The doctor I saw this morning was rather condescending.  I told her my fears, my hopes, and my symptoms.  She asked me if I realized I am overweight and that anxiety can cause these problems, then referred me to a weight loss doctor and a neurologist. 

Do I realize....I am overweight?  Oh.  My.  GOD.  NO.  How long has this been going on?!?

Fuck you, doctor Bitch.  At least I got my referral.

And I forgot to mention the one sign that seemed to be most important that I didn't even mention in last night's blog - heavy legs and limbs.  I feel like I am moving through hardening concrete....and I am gathering the weight of the wet concrete on my legs.  This is something I cannot ignore.  It is what makes all of my exercises and movements so daunting a task.  sometimes I even try to prance about like a pony because I want to shake off the heaviness.

Yeah, I prance like a pretty little pony.  I'm a pooony I'm a poony (Richard Simmons reference)

UGH So now I have a sleep study to do, a weight management doctor to see, and a neurologist.  This is why I don't go to doctors.  They make me do stuff.